lollipops

was eating lollipops today, i got the cola flavour but was craving for the strawberry one .

haish, what should i do with you? since i missed your message you will perhaps ignore me for one more day.

why are we still playing games like this ...... or are we just not serious enough about each other.

mood : cloudy with slight thunderstorms
ooh and i'm feeling hardworking today. washed plenty of plates and tidied things. congrats to all those going back for nyjc speech day aha i'm hoping that they'll make you guys give a short speech each hehe it'll be funny to see you kill your braincells over it XD well, hope my cough gets better

lovess
T.T

right now

is like this for me


... the presence of each other and the wonder of our breathing.
-Thich Nhat Hanh-

parting will feel like tearing a piece of me away
and everytime you touch that place,
it burns
and memories of the pain gushes back all at once

overwhelming and unbearable

apologies

today was awesome until ..
there's no room for explanations
i'm hopeless with my promises.
so much hope brings on so much disappointment.

i'm trying to live the life you ask of me.
sometimes
i feel like it gets too hard,
too tough,
that i want you to lose hope in me

someone, please tell me what i should do
you left me speechless, blank, and angry .

i really shouldn't give in to you too much
it really really hurts. tmd bwaaaa
and at times like these, there's always no one beside.

life sucks.
and my comp is dying too